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NameCindy
Date2007-10-03
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Survivor? Loss and dateBrother Alan 03/04/2007
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?Yes
MessageMy brother Alan died on March 3,2007 of a gsw to the head. Depression and some of the medicines that are suppose to help, can sometimes hurt. I have been missing him since. I feel that I never really appreciated him and now wish I could talk, tease and hug him like I could and did before.
Louise, I really can relate to a lot of what you felt while I was reading your story because being a sibling I had some of the same feelings. Thank you for sharing it. I live in a small town in Minnesota and do not have the same kind of help available so I have gone to looking and reading on the internet and library books looking for help with the healing. I know God and my brother are both looking in on me trying to give me the strength and as Alan would probably put it "I know you miss me but we will meet again and now you need to pay attention to you." I know he was sorry because he told me just minutes before. It is a struggle and it can hurt so much sometimes. To everyone else just know that God loves us and as the saying goes if He leads you to it, He will lead you through it. Memories are the life line we have of our lost loved ones.


NameLori
Date2007-09-26
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Survivor? Loss and dateMy precious Eric 8-29-07
MessageMay God bless Eric who shot himself. I am hopeful he is at peace, and I hope that God blesses his family and friends as they journey through this devastating loss. May God also bless survivors everywhere.


NameB Kurth
Date2007-09-25
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Survivor? Loss and datemy brother - May 1, 2005
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?yes
Messagedied by self inflicted gun shot due to depression - I will always miss him!


NameAlaina
Date2007-09-20
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Survivor? Loss and dateYes, Best Friend 6-25-2007
MessageHe was my best friend from the day we met 24 years ago. We were soul mates, no matter how many miles apart we were, we always managed to keep in touch. I was one of the last people he talked to before he shot himself in the head on the side of the highway. The guilt I was feeling was overwhelming. All the what if's and if only's...I miss him so much sometimes, that I can't breathe. I can't imagine my life without him in it, but I know that he sits with God now and looks over me. He has sent me a few signs from beyond when I have really been having a hard time. I go on knowing that we will meet again someday. I love your website, it is true what they say, "like speaks to like". I know that no one can understand what I am feeling except another survivor. My heart goes out to all who have lost someone to suicide, there is nothing that helps the pain, you just have to move forward with your life and try and be a better person to help honor the person that you lost.
I will love and miss him always!


NameSandy
Date2007-09-20
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Survivor? Loss and dateyes, brother shot himself 6-22-07
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?yes
MessageI am so sorry to anyone who has lost a loved one this way or any way. I want to remember all the good times and never forget them. He touched so many lives. I miss him so much. He will always be with me.
Love to all survivors....may God bless you always.


NameJoy Bridwell
Date2007-09-18
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Survivor? Loss and dateYes, my brother on August 24, 2007
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?Yes
MessageI'm glad I found your site. We are all hurting so much since my brother, Robbie (I saw that your son was also a Robby), took his life just over 3 weeks ago. He was only 21. He was the youngest of seven. I'm the oldest. Most of us have been to support groups and plan to continue but we're "hungry" for Christian based help and resources. That is how I found your site. I plan to call my mother and let her know. We're all believers. Our churches are a great source of support but we need suicide-specific resources. Robbie accepted Christ when he was 11. He took some paths that were not the best but we have the assurance that he is in heaven. Thank you for sharing your story.


Namealicia
Date2007-09-11
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Survivor? Loss and dateboyfriend 2-1-06
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?no
Messagei under stand what most people are going through when they say they lost a loved one to suicide. about 6 months ago i lost my boyfriend to suicide . he was 17 and i was 14 and i did not know much about relationships but i knew this much i loved him with every beat of my heart!!!! for about 3 months i lived in denial i kept thinking when i go back to school he will be there but when i got to school he wasn't there and then it hit me he isn't comming back and i realized that no matter what i did he was not comming back not even if i killed my self. alot of us understand that after the loss of a loved one we want to blame our self for but DONT! it's not your fault you did everything you could to make this person happy but it dod not work but at leats they are not suffering anymore so just pray for them and keep them in your thoughts!!!!!!


NameTanya Brown
Date2007-09-10
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Survivor? Loss and dateyes. fiance 12-21-06
MessageI saw my fiance shoot himself in the head we were in a fight at the time and we'd both been drinking.. Yesterday was his birthday he would have been 33 it's not fair that we are all left here without him and I miss him so much! it doesn't really get easier. I'll never understand why...


NameChristine Hensley
Date2007-09-08
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Survivor? Loss and dateCassandra Lee Cassavant 8-3-07
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?Yes
MessageI lost my daughter to suicide this Aug so the pain is still quite great. I loved the letter to those of us in the situation and it is so true...


Nameterri watman
Date2007-08-21
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Survivor? Loss and datemy 18 year old son 8-3-07
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?yes
Messagei just lost my 18 year old son. he hung himself in my front stairway. myself,my daughter, and my 2 other sons found him. i have been living that day, that moment over and over ever since. i dont know what to do. i dont how to survive this nightmare. i have lost a part of myself. and i feel numb of everything except the loss of my son. he was such a handsome young man.he had beautiful light blue green eyes that could light up a room. beautiful smile. he had a great laugh and loved to make people laugh. he was such a great kid. i didn't see this coming. and i feel so guilty for not being there for him in his time of need. i can't stop reliving that moment. my beautiful boy is gone and i was not there for him. my children are suffering and i don't know what to do for them or myself. i am falling apart and i am trying so hard not to or i may go crazy. i need help to get through this. i feel this constant hole see constant nightmares and daymares. i want sooo much to tell him i love him and miss him. i worry about his soul. i worry if he is happy and safe where he is. i worry about my other children. i am a complete mess.


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