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| Date | 2007-11-12 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Friend - 11/7/2007 |
| Message | A former classmate and husband of one of my best friend's took his life this past week. He left behind three children and a lovely wife. Im sad, upset and confused. I wish I saw this coming and had intervened. |
| Date | 2007-11-11 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Mom of 27 yr. old Joshua that died 11-25-07 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | Love is stronger than Death. When my son Joshua Goddard took his life, a large part of my heart and soul died with him. More than anything else, I want to be with Josh, I need to know he is ok and I feel he needs me. I so need to talk to him at least one more time. I need him to know how much I cherish being his Mom and always will. We were in a fight, never had been like this before. I feel so guilty and would have moved mountains with love for him. Josh is my oldest and I did not truly begin to live until the moment he was born. I know I must stay here because I can't hurt my daughter by leaving. He had step parents and on the last Mothers Day in the card he wrote how much he loved me and I was his only Mom forever. His step Dad Mike and I raised him. He didn't know the biological one as a real Dad. That man actually profited by my sons death. I am having trouble wanting to live and know I couldn't last another day if I did not believe I will be with my Josh again. My son flew to New Zealand and jumped off a 14 story bldg. He did this after posting a suicide note on the internet and he went missing for 5 days. I was in such shock that when this biological Dad called New Zealand, he had my son cremated there, with my money and I never got to see or hold my baby again. I never got to say goodbye. I am not the same person I was before, I am not the mom I was before, not even to my wonderful daughter and to a son that doesn't talk to me that lives in Phoenix. I am so lost. |
| Date | 2007-11-04 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Jeffrey Allen Parks-Nephew 10-25-2007 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | I lossed my favorite nephew to suicide just alittle over a week ago. It still does not seem real. He had hung himself. I so much wish he would of held on in life a little bit longer. I miss him dearly. |
| Date | 2007-11-02 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | survivor-son-December 10, 2005 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | my son,Kevin, 25 years old, a handsome young man was very respectful, a gentle and kind soul took his own life Dec.5.07. He was an aspiring artist and had many friends, young and old. Two year mark coming and my heartbreak is still so strong because I'm so lonely and miss him dearly. His suicide was a devastating loss to our family and also to our small community (reserve), by the largest funeral I seen in our community. Our family carries on but its so hard because we love him and miss him.A gap in our lives. Although , we know he is with God, we still miss him here. |
| Date | 2007-10-28 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Son &-24-06 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | My 15 year old son Justin hung his self while I was at work.I found justin when I returned from work.There was no signs that he would do this,he was a football,baseball player with lots of friends,over 200 hundred kids teachers,coaches,came to Justins funeral. Justin is my only child,I now want to leave. |
| Date | 2007-10-28 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | My husband, Kevin 3-29-2006 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | I had just started a new job 1000 miles from our home. Kevin had stayed to deal with the movers while I found us a home here in Georgia. I had talked to him on Sunday and I knew that he was drinking again and was really upset with him. The movers were coming Thursday and when I could not reach him by Wednesday, I asked my sister to go over to our house. There's extra guilt there! So here I am, in the house I chose because he would have loved all the windows. 1000 miles from anyone I know. Time seems to have stopped. It's still 10 minutes after 7, Wednesday March 29, 2006 and I'm at the gas station listening to my sister tell me he was gone. We were together for 10 years and one of the hardest things for me is that I have heard from no one in his family since the day of the funeral. People say this gets easier with time. My goal is to get through just day without reliving that last phone call and just one week without crying |
| Date | 2007-10-26 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | My only Sibling, David -January 3rd, 2000 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | I am deeply sorry for you loss. I lost my only sibilng to suicide on January 3rd, 2000. I wanted to say thankyou for having your group and online website for survivors. It is helping so many people. My mother and I recently started a survivors of suicide group in our community. We are want to help offer support to those who have also been bereaved by a loved ones suicide, and to offer them HOPE! God Bless you for helping and reaching out to other's who are suffering this painful journey in grief....... Tina |
| Date | 2007-10-15 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Yes - Los my 33 year old son on 6/13/07 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | Yes |
| Message | My son Michael was 33 years old. He had a great job, loved his brother, sister, nephew of 1 year and his soon to be second nephew, born 9/12/07. He had many friends, played in a band which he loved. He recently broke up with his girlfriend and was on medication for about 2 weeks before he took his life. No body knew just how depressed he was. My other son found him hanging in his home. We are all having a terrible time accepting this. We had a balloon release on his birthday on 9/13/07 and have put a angel memorial on the Suicide.org website. I feel that doing these things is helping me to keep him alive. I have searched my area for suicide support groups but can't seem to find any. I'm always searching the web for information. Thanks for your help. |
| Date | 2007-10-08 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Yes. Lost my son on 09/01/07 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | Yes |
| Message | My name is Lou DeFabio. My 19 year old son just recently, September 1, 2007, took his own life. He was just beginning his sophomore year at Penn State and seemed so happy when we dropped him off a week earlier. The last time I talked to him was on 8/30/07 and he seemed fine and when I asked him how things were...his roommate, classes, girlfriend, etc...he said everything is fine. We discussed some personal things such as finances or him needing a copy of his social security card for a job he was taking there and he said thanks Dad for everything you are doing and I Love You. I'm having a really difficult time understanding this and getting back into my professional life. I'm hoping to draw some strength, courage and increased faith from somewhere such as this group who has gone through this before. I ask that everyone keep my wife Maureen, my younger son Anthony (17) and myself in your prayers as we work together to get through this. Thank you, Lou |
| Date | 2007-10-04 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Son-Steven Dell Montgomery Feb 17th 2005 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | Lost our son of 38 years to bi-polar depression, we are not involved with any group, but we do have a good relationship with god and a local church, my wife and i have some good christian friends that will allow us to vent our frustrations. we have two other grown children--Debbie 33 and Chris 37- the family is deepely divided over what Steve did, and of course there are grand children issues, Steve left behind two twin boys, three at thime, my other son has two children, a boy and a girl, he lives only 18 miles from the twins, and refuses to have anything to do with them, he feels that their brothers actions will have a negative effect on his kids---with this attitude, it is easy to see that the family has been delt a severe blow. all the children know that the cousins are out there--somewhere--but don't know each other--the twins are in counceling and are attending a church school. we only pray and hope that things will improve. we need lots of prayers. p.s. a friend gave me your website info. thanks for your work. Richard & Betty---Moore Oklahoma |
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