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click the link on our website. www.road2healing.com (Look for the red writing)I hope you have found comfort and healing at the SR2H website. God bless you.
I hit the wall after two months of "doing the guy thing", meaning plow forward as fast and hard as possible. I am now in a suicide support group here in Petoskey, MI, and getting some one on one counseling. My grief is all consuming, but I hope through prayers, care and counseling I will make it through it. Thank you for this outlet.
Craig
Name
brendan ahern
Date
2008-04-15
Location
Survivor? Loss and date
yes/daughter stacey /march 20th 2008
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i feel so bad its good to know you are there
Name
veronica
Date
2008-04-12
Location
Survivor? Loss and date
veronica ,veronica 03-06-05
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Louise I lost my girlfriend Veronica, she took her life away in front of me,I had attended 3 of your meetings and I was woundering if you still do it because I still need help, at times I still feel suicidale and I feel like I can't handle this pain that will not go away,lately I been feeling very depress, I don't want to get up or go to work,and I can't afford to loose my job again because of the same reason, I lost 3 dental assistant jobs because I can't concentrate or miss work,I was drinking alot and for the same reason I stop drinking and now I keep all my feelings inside and I feel that it is eating me up inside because it is very hard for me to cry and when I drink it is so much easier to let it come out. I am so tiered of this feelings, at times I still get angry at her for killing her self,also at god and that angers me more because I cannot understand how I can have does ugly feelings towards him(god). Also it is not fare for my family,friends,her family,and my serf.I get depress just thinking that god does not forgive does that take there on life away and that is very hard for me to cope with,how can I get him to forgive her,so she can rest in peace,her sister and I started talking after almost 3 years of her death because they thought I had killed her,and theres times that we fight real ugly,she gets alot of anger, and tells me alot of ugly things,but I try to put my self in her shoes and I understand her anger towards me,but just like I need her she needs me.
Name
Stephen Willson
Date
2008-04-11
Location
Survivor? Loss and date
Allison Miraglia-Willson Wife, 12/20/07
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Thank you for thr info. We have a new support group in Jupiter, FL that has been very helpful.
Steve Willson
Name
Connie Winner
Date
2008-04-08
Location
Survivor? Loss and date
Todd Allen Winner 9-16-03
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I have just read the stories on this web site. There is light ahead. My son has been gone almost 5 years, yet it seems like yesterday. Things, words and so many other things will still set me off again. I lost the 1st year and turned to drinking. I did not know this site was available. The love still grows stronger for him every day. He will be forever 39, his little girl was just 9 months old. Nothing can prepair you for this kind of pain. My love and prayers go out to all of you. I still find myself praying not to wake up and face another day with out him.
Name
Carrie Shaffer
Date
2008-04-07
Location
Survivor? Loss and date
Survivor - Son suicide by hanging 3-10-08
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I just lost my son not even one month ago. He too, was born again. He had not spoken to me in 8 months due to the girl he was involved with. I did not know how he was, his state, I knew nothing. My heart is breaking. I am in Ohio, there is a group here in Cuyahoga County called Cornerstone, today I will call them. I am so broken, and so hurt. I was divorced and the funeral and such was just awful. I feel as if I have received punishment for ALL I ever did wrong in life. I will never be the same again. My precious son, omgosh, how I miss and love him.
Name
ann
Date
2008-04-06
Location
Survivor? Loss and date
yes, My Son Jason---12-28-07
Message
Thank you for this web site. Please let me know how I can get Jason's photo on the memorial page. Also, to let other survivors know, my local hospice trama team (suicide and homocide surviors) has been a tremendous help. Just finished the 6 week suicide survivor support group. Still, my son's suicide has been and continues to be the most traumatic and difficult part of my life. I keep praying, not only for my son, but all the other broken spirits out there.
Ann
Name
jessica
Date
2008-04-05
Location
Survivor? Loss and date
husband march 14, 2008
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i need to know how to log on to the site and where and when there is a meeting in the ft. worth area.
Name
Emily Bailey
Date
2008-03-31
Location
Survivor? Loss and date
Mason Fugle - May 31, 2007
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With help from friends, family, doctors, and somehow most importantly - other survivors, I think I can make it through this. Still numb, but getting angrier and I don't know why.
Websites like this help reach out to those of us thirsty for more information, some semblance of an answer to the questions that have none.
Name
Karen Orser
Date
2008-03-27
Location
Survivor? Loss and date
Yes, February 25, 2008
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I recently lost my 16 year old daughter to suicide. Thanks to great family and education, I am kind of coping. But knowing how to help others and losing your own are very different things. I have 2 younger children at home and its been hell.