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Name	M
Date	2008-08-27
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	July 2008
Message	I lost my first born to suicide in July this year. It has barely been one month and this is the first time I have actually stated that. I don't know what to do... I have actually started thinking of ways to be with her faster than waiting for that time I will naturally be with her again. It's not fair and i'm VERY angry for whatever power decided that it was time for her to go. I know it was her choice, but some GREAT POWER could have intervened somehow. It was not HER time. She loved life, her family and friends. She was just a baby herself-15. NO, I guess you can say I haven't started healing but I am glad to have found this site. Thank you.

Name	Tammy
Date	2008-08-25
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	father-in-law
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?	yes
Message	My father-in-law committed suicide in July of 2000. We were very close but my husband was an only child and even closer with his father. I am at a loss because I don't know how to help my husband deal with his father's death. Death is traumatic enough without it being suicide.

Name	Jim Wimsatt
Date	2008-08-23
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	Sean Patrick Wimsatt, 7/6/2008
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?	Yes
Message	On July 6th, just 7 weeks ago, our beloved son, Sean chose to end his 15 year life by hanging himself. We had no indicators, he had never spoke of it, or even hinted of it. His friends, of whom he hand many, told us he never mentioned it. He was grounded and sent to his room. Less than a hour later his 17 year old brother found him. We tried CPR, but it was too late. Our bouts of guilt and what-ifs are still a part of our daily thoughts, but are becoming less frequent. We are just so sad because we miss him!

Name	janet lucas
Date	2008-08-19
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	August 5, 2008
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?	yest
Message	Lost my dear close friend

Name	Joni
Date	2008-08-18
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	My husband, 7/24/06
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?	yes
Message	I lost my wonderful husband of 24 years, Van Farley, on July 24th, 2006. Van had gone through numerous surgeries in the 10 years before his death and had become addicted to oxycontin. The doctors would hand it out like candy and then when they thought he should be no longer in pain, they would cut him off. There aren't enough resources for those addicted to pain pills to help taper themm off without the pain of withdrawals. He had gone through the pain, both emotional and physical, so many times, I guess he just couldn't do it one more time. He shot himself in the head while I was in China on a business trip. It's been two years and I'm still a mess. There are good days and bad days but I still cry at some point every day. I wish I had known how bad it was for him so I could have tried even harder to get help. I don't think the guilt will ever go away. My son was home with him when he died and it's so hard for me to believe that he would ever do that to his son; having him hear the shot and tun into the room. I was actually on the phone with my son and he was taking the phone in to my husband when he shot himself. I heard the shot on the phone and then heard the agonized scream from my son. It's been a tough 2 years. You don't ever get over it, you just learn how to better live with it.

Name	Dewayne Schoubroek
Date	2008-08-18
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	august 6 2008
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?	yes
Message	I lost my beautifull wife Karen I miss her so.please help me.Idont know what to do.

Name	Amy
Date	2008-08-15
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	Mother-in-law 7-20-08, Uncle 8-06, Cousin 05-00
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?	yes
Message	Hello all, I'm Amy, my family recently lost our mother/grandmother to carbon monoxide poisoning. She had a wonderful family with 6 grandchildren. We miss her terribly and are trying to deal with the reality of what happened. We only wish she would have asked for help, we had no idea of the personal hell she must have been going through for her to do what she did. She was my son's best friend and the greatest grandma you could ever imagine. She travelled everywhere with us and we planned on building our new home so that she could live with us in the future if she ever needed to instead of long term care. My son always said that when my husband and I passed, that he'd have our home moved down to my mother in laws so that they'd have them connected to have a nice large home. My children have never, ever had another babysitter, never been to daycare, never had someone rock them to sleep, never had someone play, color or make paper cutouts of Star Wars Characters like she did. I was so lost when we found her, that I didn't even know where to take our children, as she was the one that always took care of us. We miss her terribly and I cannot get my husband's voice from over the phone when he found her. I wake up several times at night scared to death of that phone conversation. I never, ever want to have that again. Thanks for listening.

Name	Robyn
Date	2008-08-15
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	Son June 17, 2008
Message	Hello all, My name is Robyn. I lost my 24 year old son Keith on June 17, 2008. I am hoping to find support and healing with others who have experienced a similar loss. Sincerely, Robyn

Name	Cassandra Campbell
Date	2008-08-13
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	Lost son on May 5, 2008
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?	yes
Message	My son was only 18 when he took his life and our life as we knew it. He lived with us and we still live in the same house. I was reading your 3 month slump and I seem to have hit that because I had to take short term disability from work. I am working toward healing but I have no idea how long it will be before I can concentrate enough to do my job and be a wife and mom again. I still feel to shattered and lost. I am glad that I found your site. Cassie

Name	Gloria Mills
Date	2008-08-07
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	Nov. 20, 2007
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?	Yes
Message	Family, I have been through the worst, losing my oldest son and dearest friend, Bryan to suicide. I feel truly Bless to have found this amazing website. I feel as though sometimes I've lost my soul. The pain of this kind death is a very dark,long journey. By God's grace and mercy, I have made it this far, I will keep on going, and praying for God's understanding and widsom, and relying on the ones here that know my pain to well.

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