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NamePatty
Date2008-06-10
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Survivor? Loss and datebrother Steve on 04/24/08
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?yes
MessageI know it has only been a short while but it seems I'm always sad. My brother was 44 and still had such a good life ahead of him. My Mom found him and I'm sure she will never forget that image. I miss him so much and so do my children. It's hard to know that my Mom will forever live with a broken heart. We are trying so hard. Thanks for the website.


NameKathleen Steffen
Date2008-06-09
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Survivor? Loss and dateMy son Daley Oatis 3rd -12-26-2005/Bobby 8-18-83
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?yes
MessageI have lost a son to suicide 2 years ago,I now I am still in shock 25 years ago my twin brother killed himself.I am still in shock about my son and think I have been depressed most of my life.I know I need help with this and am going to at least go to the doctor about it.I have goals and dreams but I also need to take care of my mental health so I can live a good life.Nothing will bring any of my family members back that are gone my ex husband my childrens dad died of cancer 7 yrs ago,my first grandson died at a week old.I have 3 grown daughters and a daughter in law plus 6 grandchildren.I need to be healthy so my family can see that you can be a survior of these things and still be healthy.I have a goal to go to college and I am going to do it.SMILE!


NameCheryl
Date2008-06-07
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Survivor? Loss and datemy daughter Micky, 17 y.o. (died 29 July, 2007)
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?yes please
MessageI am so tired of feeling this intense pain and I miss my daughter terribly, I just want her back. I simply cannot bear to think of the pain that she must have been in to be able to kill herself. It's just so incredibly sad and such a waste - not just Micky, but everyone who appears on this site. I feel so sad for all of these wasted lives AND for all of us left behind. Something needs to be done, though I'm not sure what, or where to start.

I feel very angry towards the mental health system here in Australia. It seems that people are being treated like guinea pigs, with anti-depressants being given without any kind of medical testing. Instead, a 'patient' is given a questionnaire to fill in on how they are feeling. It's absurd! Is there any other medical condition that is treated with such strong medication WITHOUT first confirming the condition? I can't think of any.

I would love to hear other people's views, so please get in touch if you can.

Thank you and I apologise for my rambling.


NameJeannie Burkhalter
Date2008-06-06
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Survivor? Loss and dateYes, 4/23/08
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?Yes
MessageWe lost our youngest son, age 21 on April 23,2008. Unbearable.


NameLisa Moore
Date2008-06-05
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Survivor? Loss and dateYes - Brother Bobby 5/29/06
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?yes
MessageI just passed the 2nd anniversary and I thought I was not going to survive it. It was just as bad as the day I found my brother with a gunshot would to the heart. Guilt, and overwhelming what-if's continue to almost run my life! I know it must have been at least a week before I finally decided to get someone over to his place to kick the door in. This why the guilt is so overwhelming. It has gotten a little easier as time goes on but when that 2nd anniversary came around, it was like reliving it all over again. I tried to keep busy but it did not work. I miss you Bobby and I am so sorry that you felt that you had to do this to end your pain. I would have been there for you!!!!

Miss YOU!!!!!!!!!!


NameRhonda Krepner
Date2008-06-04
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Survivor? Loss and dateFebuary 16, 2007
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?yes
MessageI am a survivor and I would like any information or help you can send my way and alos if I can help others in any way I would be interested. I witnessed my husband shoot himself, I had to give him life support for 20 to 30 min which I knew was no use because he was gone right away. I have nightmares daymares and have PTSD as a result. I am a single mother and care provider for my elderly parents, so my time is limited but, if I can help others I will gratefully do so and would appreciate any and all help you can offer me and my family. Thank you, Ronnie


NameGayle Hodgkin
Date2008-06-02
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Survivor? Loss and dateMy brother Jason-27/03/08
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?yes
MessageAs I type this the pain in my heart is hurting so much it feels like my heart is going to burst through my chest.Jason hung in himself at my mums house,he was living with her at the time and she found him.He was only 34yrs old and he is older than me by 13mnths.We were very close,I grew up right beside him and watched him grow into the most amazing,beautiful caring kind and compassionate person I have ever met...This makes it harder for me to try and understand why he left us....I knew he was depressed,but I never knew how deep it ran....He was very good at masking the depth of it.....I just miss him so much and I want him back just to have one more chance with him......Every night before I go to sleep my last thought is seeing him hanging,he looked so helpless and broken....It eats away at my inner soul.....I would give anything to have him back...He was Our Rock,Our Hero,Our Mentor....We love you and miss you so much Jason Leigh Jones..The love and strength you have given us will live on forever in our hearts...14/03/74 - 27/03/08


NameElaine Tout
Date2008-06-02
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Survivor? Loss and dateDerek Parkin 23/9/86
MessageI am a christian. My ex boyfriend Derek committed suicide in 1986. I still love and miss him so much every day. He hung himself. I dont know if he asked forgiveness or if he was saved. 3 days before he done it he told me he would always be my guardian angel, what could he have meant. I fear he will be burning in hell because it says in Romans anyone who confesses with their mouth and believes in their heart will be saved. What if he didnt. Will God forgive him and is he in Heaven now. I still love him and want to know that one day will I be reunited with him again in the prescence of our Lord in Heaven. Dear Father, please forgive Derek and please keep him safe until one day we meet again. Amen


NameBobbie
Date2008-05-30
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Survivor? Loss and datemy dear husband Bob, 2-1-08
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?yes
MessageI loved all the pictures of your son. I know you miss him so. I had a good cry when I read your introduction. Thank you for what you are doing on your website. It's 4 months on Sunday and I do feel like some people think I should be moving on, but most of my family and friends are incredibly understanding and I am so lucky to have them. Take good care of your self. I hope your daughters are doing better.

bobbie


NameTrisha D
Date2008-05-30
Survivor? Loss and dateMy brother 12-5-07
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?Yes
MessageMy brother hung himself outside of his house. When I got the call. I felt like I could not breath. He had distanced himself from the family and the prior loss of his dad a few months befor, I believe sent him over the edge. Everyday I think about him. I miss him so much. Just typing this is breaking my heart


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