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| Date | 2008-06-05 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Yes - Brother Bobby 5/29/06 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | I just passed the 2nd anniversary and I thought I was not going to survive it. It was just as bad as the day I found my brother with a gunshot would to the heart. Guilt, and overwhelming what-if's continue to almost run my life! I know it must have been at least a week before I finally decided to get someone over to his place to kick the door in. This why the guilt is so overwhelming. It has gotten a little easier as time goes on but when that 2nd anniversary came around, it was like reliving it all over again. I tried to keep busy but it did not work. I miss you Bobby and I am so sorry that you felt that you had to do this to end your pain. I would have been there for you!!!! Miss YOU!!!!!!!!!! |
| Date | 2008-06-04 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Febuary 16, 2007 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | I am a survivor and I would like any information or help you can send my way and alos if I can help others in any way I would be interested. I witnessed my husband shoot himself, I had to give him life support for 20 to 30 min which I knew was no use because he was gone right away. I have nightmares daymares and have PTSD as a result. I am a single mother and care provider for my elderly parents, so my time is limited but, if I can help others I will gratefully do so and would appreciate any and all help you can offer me and my family. Thank you, Ronnie |
| Date | 2008-06-02 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | My brother Jason-27/03/08 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | As I type this the pain in my heart is hurting so much it feels like my heart is going to burst through my chest.Jason hung in himself at my mums house,he was living with her at the time and she found him.He was only 34yrs old and he is older than me by 13mnths.We were very close,I grew up right beside him and watched him grow into the most amazing,beautiful caring kind and compassionate person I have ever met...This makes it harder for me to try and understand why he left us....I knew he was depressed,but I never knew how deep it ran....He was very good at masking the depth of it.....I just miss him so much and I want him back just to have one more chance with him......Every night before I go to sleep my last thought is seeing him hanging,he looked so helpless and broken....It eats away at my inner soul.....I would give anything to have him back...He was Our Rock,Our Hero,Our Mentor....We love you and miss you so much Jason Leigh Jones..The love and strength you have given us will live on forever in our hearts...14/03/74 - 27/03/08 |
| Date | 2008-06-02 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Derek Parkin 23/9/86 |
| Message | I am a christian. My ex boyfriend Derek committed suicide in 1986. I still love and miss him so much every day. He hung himself. I dont know if he asked forgiveness or if he was saved. 3 days before he done it he told me he would always be my guardian angel, what could he have meant. I fear he will be burning in hell because it says in Romans anyone who confesses with their mouth and believes in their heart will be saved. What if he didnt. Will God forgive him and is he in Heaven now. I still love him and want to know that one day will I be reunited with him again in the prescence of our Lord in Heaven. Dear Father, please forgive Derek and please keep him safe until one day we meet again. Amen |
| Date | 2008-05-30 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | my dear husband Bob, 2-1-08 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | I loved all the pictures of your son. I know you miss him so. I had a good cry when I read your introduction. Thank you for what you are doing on your website. It's 4 months on Sunday and I do feel like some people think I should be moving on, but most of my family and friends are incredibly understanding and I am so lucky to have them. Take good care of your self. I hope your daughters are doing better. bobbie |
| Date | 2008-05-30 |
| Survivor? Loss and date | My brother 12-5-07 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | Yes |
| Message | My brother hung himself outside of his house. When I got the call. I felt like I could not breath. He had distanced himself from the family and the prior loss of his dad a few months befor, I believe sent him over the edge. Everyday I think about him. I miss him so much. Just typing this is breaking my heart |
| Date | 2008-05-29 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Yes-My older brother on 4/26/08 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | Very much so |
| Message | To start writing is to start crying. I can't believe that I will never see my brother again. Two months after I lost my best friend to cancer, my brother (without warning) took his life. I am extremely sad for him, more so than I am mad at him. I don't know how I will ever get through the pain and the disbelief and the sadness. I don't even know whether or not counseling will help even though most people in my life say it will. How does talking to a stranger help? Wouldn't it be more helpful if I talked with a stranger who has some idea of what I am going through emotionally? I thought I would never be able to come to terms with losing my best friend (both of us just turned 40 together) but I can honestly say, that has taken a back seat to the emotions I am going through for the loss of my brother (42). I know I am rambling, maybe a little incoherently but I need some kind of outlet and whoever is reading, it helps me to feel as though I can be understood so that alone helps me to feel a little better. Thank you for this site and I hope to find some more healing through it. |
| Date | 2008-05-29 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | my dad 02/04/08 |
| Message | DAD WAS REALLY SICK AND COULD HARDLY MOVE WITHOUT LOSING HIS BREATH. HE WORKED SO HARD HIS WHOLE LIFE AND SO IN CONTROL OF HIS LIFE. BUT HE COULDNT CONTROL THE DISEASE THAT WAS SLOWLY KILLING HIM. DEATH WAS THE ONLY THING HE COULD CONTROL. HE DIED PENNYLESS, ALONE, AND I MISS HIM SO MUCH. HE WAS THE WISEST MAN I HAVE EVER KNOWN. HE WAS STRENGTH IN MY LIFE AND I WISH I COULDVE BEEN STRENGTH IN HIS BUT THE DISEASE WAS MORE POWERFUL. YOU NEVER COULDVE CONVINCED ME MY DAD WOULD DIE AT HIS OWN HANDS, HOW HARD THAT IS FOR ME TO BELIEVE, STILL, SO SURREAL. I UNDERSTAND WHY DAD, I JUST MISS YOU SO MUCH, YOU WERE MY DADDY THE BEST DADDY. I WILL MISS AND LOVE YOU FOREVER. |
| Date | 2008-05-23 |
| Location |  |
| Survivor? Loss and date | yes...my brother. April 4 2008..he was 21. |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | My little brother hung himself about a month ago now. No one found him for almost 2 weeks....he was living close to my sister and friends but had distanced himself. Our mother and uncle passed away a few months before. He lost his job that he has worked at since he was 14. He must have been so sad in his little apartment. i wish he would have asked me for help...he gave us enough signs,,but we didnt see them. I would like to talk with someone or recieve news letters. it would be nice if someone knew how I felt....I am alot older than my brother and sister and didnt see them often.....I am having a very sad day today,,,tomorrow will probubly be better...my daughter will cheer me up. Ive been through alot of tragety in my life but nothing like this...as a kid i always had to take my little brother everywhere....I can't believe he's gone...i should have spent more time with him....I wont take anyone else for granted. Sorry to ramble on...i hope that's what this space is for...oh well...had to vent somewhere....thanks...who ever you are...Angela |
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