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| Date | 2007-03-22 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Brother-Shawn l. Green 6-2-2006 |
| Message | I too share your greif. It has been 9 mon. and 20 days since I lost my brother and it is so hard. I hurt so much for my mother and his wife and beautiful kids he left behind. I miss him so much that it is unbearable. I want to pick up the phone and call, but I know he won't be there.I just try to keep breathing and remember all the good times, but it's hard when my mind can't get past us taking him off the respirator.I try to understand why he shot his self and I'm not mad at him,I could never stay mad with him,but I don't know how to stop all the guilt and hurt.He is a wonderful brother and father and we all know how much he loved us there is no question about that, but knowing we have to spend the rest of our lives without him is almost impossible.I can't breathe sometimes and I just want him back, but I know that cannot be.Shawn was in a car acc. in 1999 and suffered major trauma to his brain and although you couldn't look at himand tell anything was wrong, he had major headaches,memory problems, and just couldn,t get back to his self and didn't want to struggle through it any more so there fore as I SAID, i understand why to a point, but it doesn't make the hurt any less. I have to keep moving on though for my son, family, and his kids so that when they ask I can tell them all about the wonderful son,brother,nephew,father,uncle,cousin, and friend that he is.I speak as though he is still here, but that is how I deal. Like a card my friend gave me say's,"He Is Only Away". |
| Date | 2007-03-15 |
| Location | |
| Survivor? Loss and date | yes, my husband, Sept. 25, 2006 |
| Message | My husband of only three short years left us last September. Everyday,I wonder what he was thinking, we have twin three year old daughters that will never remember the voice of thier father, or remember the grasp of his arms when he gave hugs! I miss him so much, we weren't finished raising our daughters together. I pray every night that he watch over our daughters and guide them through life from above. As for the girls, we talk about daddy as much as possible, and I show them pictures so they never forget his wonderful face! |
| Date | 2007-03-14 |
| Location | |
| Survivor? Loss and date | seems like yesterday |
| Message | at the end of the month it will be nine years... you have given so many people hope. thank you for being there for me in my countless hours of need. your faith has help keep me on my path. |
| Date | 2007-03-09 |
| Location | |
| Survivor? Loss and date | twin sister 2/12/07 |
| Message | My heart just broke into a million pieces that day I learned that she had died. My mind struggles to understand the way she died; why? For my children, her son, and our family and friends I keep going; One day at a time. |
| Date | 2007-03-07 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | yes my father 1/26/07 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | One truly feels that they are alone when a loved one completes suicide. The death of my father has been so agonizing and profoundly painful. He was the most loving, kind and gentle man. I ache for the pain my mom has to go through for she is the one who found him. I see such anguish and sorrow in her eyes. I feel like every nerve ending is raw and exposed and yet sometimes I feel absolutely nothing like it is almost too much for me to feel anything. I think of the prayer "The FootPrints" "It was then that I carried you" That is the only way Iam able to go on because I am being carried. God Bless us all who grieve. |
| Date | 2007-03-06 |
| Location | |
| Survivor? Loss and date | Yes. My husband Jay, 1/31/07 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | Yes |
| Message | I lost my husband Jay to suicide on 1/31/07. I'm having such a difficult, difficult time believing that he is gone. Never in a million years did I and the rest of the family think or imagine we would ever have to go through anything like this. Every moment of every day I ask why and every moment of every day I think of all of the things I should have done or said, or shouldn't have done or said. All the books tell you that you should forgive yourself because you had no control over this decision. How can that be done? The guilt of not knowing or seeing that my husband of 22 years was in this frame of mind breaks my heart and I believe that this will never go away. I miss him so much and want to rewind the clock to how it was before this nightmare began. Jay is going to miss our son's wedding in July, the birth of our daughters baby in October and our 23rd wedding anniversay on July 29th. I loved my husband with all of my heart and soul and don't know how I'm going to live my life without him. One of the hardest things to do is talk about Jay in the past tense. I don't want to accept that he's gone! |
| Date | 2007-03-04 |
| Location | |
| Survivor? Loss and date | yes; July 31, 2003 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | I'm struggling with hard feelings today. Tomorrow, March 5, our daughter would have been 17 years old. Our daughter chose to leave us on July 31, 2003. We never saw it coming. From what I could gather from her note and other evidence that we thought about after the fact, I suspect that she probably suffered from bipolar disorder right under our noses. I just wish that more people would be educated about signs of mental disorders. Unfortunately, the stigma still exists, and people don't want to talk about disorders, much less about suicide. My husband's family won't even mention her anymore, unless it's her birthday. This infuriates me! Otherwise, I don't really have difficulties with them. I've talked to my husband about this, but he says that they don't want to make us cry. I say that it makes me cry, because it seems as if they're ignoring the fact that she ever existed! Thank you for letting me sound off. Please pray for me and my husband. We attend a support group in Baton Rouge, Louisiana from time to time. |
| Date | 2007-03-02 |
| Location | |
| Survivor? Loss and date | SON JANUARY 10, 2007 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | YES |
| Message | I MISS MY SON SO MUCH. HE LEFT BEHIND TWO BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS,ANABELLE 6 AND AVA 3AND A STEP-DAUGHTER, ALLIE WHO WILL BE 13 MARCH 14. HE AND HIS WIFE WERE TRYING TO REPAIR THEIR MARRIAGE AT THE TIME OF HIS DEATH. |
| Date | 2007-02-15 |
| Location | |
| Survivor? Loss and date | yes Michael Paul Sterling Nov. 12, 2006 25 yrs |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | I'm so sorry about your son. We lost Michael by hanging. He was very distraught over the break up of his marriage. She was having an affair and wanted a divorce. So now she is getting married to the man that she was having the affair with. We have 2 granddaughters. Today would have been his 26th birthday. Thank you for starting this site. God Bless, Teres Sterling |
| Date | 2007-02-04 |
| Location | |
| Survivor? Loss and date | Son, age 23, died 8/13/1998. His name was Jason. |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | I'm afraid that if I ever start to heal, or at least hurt a little less, it will mean that I am beginning to forget. Sometimes I think that I should be more grateful for the pain because I do remember... |
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