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Name	Bennie Greiner
Date	2008-09-03
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	July 2, 2008
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?	yes
Message	My husband Josh took his life on July 2, 2008. He shot himself and while I was on the phone with the 911 he shot himself again. I have tried everything possible to survive this tragic event. I don't have interest in doing anything because Josh was my hole life. We always did everything together so now when I try to do things it just brings pain because I relate it all to things we had done. I am learning to take baby steps but still find that I have a hard time concentrating on any one thing for very long. I realize that all my feelings are normal but I just want to feel something again besides this awful pain.

Private Message added 2008-09-03

Name	Irma
Date	2008-09-03
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	husband 06-27-05 son 03-05-07
Message	I have ben dealing with this and at times I feel so alone and like no one understands. I need to talk to some one who knows what I am going through..I feel guilty for living my life, when I catch my self smile or lauph I begin to feel guilty and start to cry. I know its ok, I think. I just need to talk and have someone listen. Thank you alot. Irma Perales bless all who are going through this loss.

Name	Mike
Date	2008-09-02
Survivor? Loss and date	10/23/01
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?	yes
Message	I lost my father to suicide in 2001. He was such a wonderful man. I miss him EVERY day. I have so many fond memories of him to draw from to keep me holding my head high for as long as I live. Though I wish he were here so many times, I am greatful to God for the time that I had with him. We are survivors here for each other. Hold your head high! Cry when you must! But always remember the good things about your loved ones, and you will smile again, you WILL smile!

Name	Michelle
Date	2008-09-02
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	fiance dec 11 2007
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?	just subscribed
Message	i lost my fiance on dec 11 2007 to suicide. he overdosed on pills and alcohol. i've gotten so much therapy these last 6 months and i'm still suffering. it's so hard. i'm consumed with conflicting thoughts all the time. i'm afraid to let go. it's such a horrible pain to endure. i would never want to put anyone through it, but i can't help but think of doing it myself. how can i go on? i feel like such a coward. i live for the day i can see him again.

Name	Jennifer
Date	2008-08-31
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	Aug 19 2008
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?	yes
Message	I lost my fiancee' to suicide on 8/19/08. He had been battling with his addiction to pain pills and could not take it anymore emotionally or physically. I begged him to get help and he refused, stating that he could do it on his own. His brother committed suicide four years prior to the date. The guilt and pain are horrendous. I often wonder how I will make it through the day, I have to stay strong for my daughter, it is often very hard. I feel like my heart beats outside of my skin at times and that I am screaming on the inside. My daughter and I came home that night and she found her "daddy" on the front porch. I can hear her crying in the middle of the night while she's asleep and I wonder if she's thinking about him. We miss him so much. We were to be married in less than two months and I have so many peices of my life to pick up. All that I can look to now is that I will see my beloved one day in heaven.

Name	M
Date	2008-08-27
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	July 2008
Message	I lost my first born to suicide in July this year. It has barely been one month and this is the first time I have actually stated that. I don't know what to do... I have actually started thinking of ways to be with her faster than waiting for that time I will naturally be with her again. It's not fair and i'm VERY angry for whatever power decided that it was time for her to go. I know it was her choice, but some GREAT POWER could have intervened somehow. It was not HER time. She loved life, her family and friends. She was just a baby herself-15. NO, I guess you can say I haven't started healing but I am glad to have found this site. Thank you.

Name	Tammy
Date	2008-08-25
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	father-in-law
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?	yes
Message	My father-in-law committed suicide in July of 2000. We were very close but my husband was an only child and even closer with his father. I am at a loss because I don't know how to help my husband deal with his father's death. Death is traumatic enough without it being suicide.

Name	Jim Wimsatt
Date	2008-08-23
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	Sean Patrick Wimsatt, 7/6/2008
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?	Yes
Message	On July 6th, just 7 weeks ago, our beloved son, Sean chose to end his 15 year life by hanging himself. We had no indicators, he had never spoke of it, or even hinted of it. His friends, of whom he hand many, told us he never mentioned it. He was grounded and sent to his room. Less than a hour later his 17 year old brother found him. We tried CPR, but it was too late. Our bouts of guilt and what-ifs are still a part of our daily thoughts, but are becoming less frequent. We are just so sad because we miss him!

Name	janet lucas
Date	2008-08-19
Location
Survivor? Loss and date	August 5, 2008
Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter?	yest
Message	Lost my dear close friend

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