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| Date | 2008-10-09 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | My son Tyler Dec 8 2007 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes please ! |
| Message | I lost my 17 year old son 10 months ago today! I lost my only child, and my friend to one bad day! Morning only, was only out of bed for 40 min. I found him minutes after! know one should ever have to go through this!!!!! My son and i went to hospital, he went to his dr.Was blown off! Then the wkd. before he did this at my home, min. after fighting on phone with his dad. I find out after the fact, weeks later that his dad also took him to the hospital, he had tried to kill himself there! Would of been nice to of had that info. I hold no grudge, even though i should, my ex for not telling me Tyler was on the edge of suicide.Then fight with him that morning..... The His Dr. and hospital not listening to himself say something is wrong with me....Cumpolsive like signs.His dads father was physizo, all they asked my son was...Do you hear voices? No well it is just puberty! Go home and listen to your parents. Sorry for going on, i am doing ok believe it or not. All we all can do is move foward. We have no control on what has happend to us, all we have control of is how we are going to deal with what happend! ( I refuse to be angry, or hard to be around.) So i try my hardest to still smile with my son Tyler!!)As much as i can...Rip Tyler i miss you so much!! |
| Date | 2008-10-06 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | yes son 07/30/08 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | My son took his life on July 30th 2008. I am trying to get everything from the internet that I possibly can. I have joined a support group for parents who have lost a child by any means, and I am seeing a counselor for my anger at my ex-husband. I cannot say everyday is better, some days are worse. I can now cry and get some of the pain out. I can now talk openly about my son's childhood and experiences, if I make people uncomfortalble, so what? I make contact with some form of suicide survivor group everyday. I have lost some of the fear of my home after dark. I have lost some of the unreasonable fear for my other child. I have slept a couple of nights unaided. So, nowhere near healed, I am making progress. I hope that all of you newer than me can get whatever you need. To those of you farther along the journey than me, continue to hold my hand, as I hold you in my heart. |
| Date | 2008-10-04 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | my son |
| Message | lost my son 7-19-08 can,t seem to get myself together , can,t live life . he was my everything & now i don,t know what to do. seems so unfair. what the hell do parents do with this? my life will never be the same. my heart goes out to all of you suffering like me |
| Date | 2008-10-04 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Husband father of my children 03/08/06 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | no |
| Message | Dear road2healing, Great web site full of wonderful readings. I will pray for your continued sucess and outreach I wanted to add a comment for the God,Why section I loved and it spoke to my own experience-thank you. The comments are from my own walk and we all know that this journey is differnt for everyone. So here goes- first off let me say that you should not do life alone that God did not create us to be alone check out the story of Adam in Gen. I personally learned to ask for help.(very specific) I asked 9 people if they could be my listener & prayers plus to be honest. Now working my 3rd year I have 3left and 2 new. Next- Job read his story (the message bible preface is the best!)good days from God and the bad days! It is total a mystery that is very hard to accept with out GRACE. Grace is Christ making a way for us to see God's big love for us and the ones we love. The other idea that I would like to add is the truth about Our Loving Father- the fall from the garden by adam and eve- this is when sin enter into the world. Jesus answers that problem completely on the cross. So God is grieved by all this pain in our world much more that we can understand. I realize these are quick statements but I just wanted to give others something to think about. I enjoyed reading this website thank you for your hard work and love put into it. God Bless you all!! may his peace be with you!! Jaci ps music has helped me-youtube! dctalk,jarsofclay the valley song |
| Date | 2008-10-03 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | boyfriend; July 20,2008 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | Forgot to mention in my prior message: I just found out 4 days ago from one of our mutual friends my boyfriend was going to ask my father for my hand in marriage. That seems to hurt that much more;because now I feel I missed something we COULD of had.The negitive things that have happened to me since his hanging started with my landlord placing the blame on me and making me evict an apt. I have lived in for 2 years. I also found out the next door neighbors 9 yr. old son saw the whole thing I wish I could have protected him just the same as I wished I could have saved my boyfriend from his fatal choice. When he died he took part of me I WILL NEVER GET BACK! I feel sad,empty and very alone! |
| Date | 2008-10-03 |
| Location | |
| Survivor? Loss and date | July 20, 2008 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | I live in Key West and they have no support groups available untill Dec. I am really having problems dealing with this alone, friends have gotten on with thier normal lives and mine is no longer "a normal life". I have changed so much and my mood swings are endless...I'm crying for some help please. |
| Date | 2008-10-01 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Yes, my son Todd 10/16/2005 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | Yes |
| Message | I've been searching for answers for almost 3 years,but also knowing there are none for me. When I came across your web site it felt like I was reading every word I've felt since the devastating loss of my son on that terrible October night when I walked in to see him in a pool of blood with half of his face gone. I have continued to read and read whatever I can get my hands on to make sense of this. I am still trying to find some kind of peace to move ahead. This is so debilitating for me. I know I need to forgive myself and love myself and I know he's in a better place it's just telling my heart to tell my head that! Always Todd's mom, Teresa |
| Date | 2008-09-30 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Mother of Joseph my oldest son-8/26/08 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | It's been over a month, but it still seems like yesterday. I have other children (all adults) and we are going through this together. I get comfort from talking to other survivors who have been dealing with this for a number of years. I can be honest with my feelings and not be judged and I know they truly know how I'm feeling. I had a hard time crying in the beginning and everything built up inside me, but now I don't care where I'm at I let it flow, because it relieves me. In the beginning I could only make it through a second at a time, then a minute at a time, now I'm at a day at a time, it may sound corny or whatever, but it works for me and my children so far. I wish peace to everyone, I'm glad I found this website, we don't have to go through this alone, only if we choose to. I'm the mother of Joseph he was my oldest son. |
Private Message added 2008-09-28 |
| Date | 2008-09-14 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | niece 9-10-2008 |
| Message | MY 13 year old niece took her life. my family espically my parents are grieving terribly .I'M COPING WITH THE LOST AS BEST AS POSSIBLE. I FEEL ANGERY' SAD ' CONFUSED. I WORRY ABOUT HER SURVIVING BROTHERS . HER MIDDLE BROTHER 9 YEARS OLD FOUND HER AND MY BROTHER HER FATHER CUT HER DOWN. THE YOUNGEST BROTHER DOSENT REALY UNDERSTAND AS FAR AS WE CAN TELL CONSIDERING THAT HE IS 5 YEARS OLD.IM HER UNCLE BY THE WAY SORRY ABOUT THE TERRIBLE WRITTING . |
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