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| Date | 2008-12-19 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | rick clark ------ june 05 2006 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | it help to know we are not alone.this has to be the hardest death for a family to go through.we are still dealing with my brother,s death. no one knows unless they have been there.my brother try a couple of times before.it hurts to think of the pain he felt.to hurt so bad you take your on life. what was his last thought.did he pray.O GOD i pray that he did pray for all family that as lost family by this death |
| Date | 2008-12-19 |
| Location | |
| Survivor? Loss and date | Husband- 09.19.07 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | Its been over a year now, yet it seems like yesterday. Time has healed a lot of my pain but the wound will always remain. New survivors- you are not alone; thousands understand your sorrow, confusion and saddness. Know that things will get better. Give up blame and guilt- they wont change anything. Its ok to be angry, but understand anger as a response to your personal suffering and direct its energy into useful activity, (i.e.-dont hurt others because you are hurting) Peace will return |
| Date | 2008-12-16 |
| Location | |
| Survivor? Loss and date | son 7/14/2008 husband 2/22/1997 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | Thank you for your website. I have lost my entire family to suicide and intend to break the chain. |
| Date | 2008-12-10 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | My Mom, Shirley 5th attempt |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | Yes |
| Message | God Bless any and all that have been brought to this website. For the 5th time, my Mom attempted suicide on 10/14/08 and she died on 10/26/08. She would have been 65, tomorrow 12/11/08. She had made 4 attempts since 2001. She had an abusive (in every sense of the word)childhood. She also had 2 traumtic events happen to her as an adult and her physical health had deteriorated.. She was a social worker and never went a day helping somebody, anybody. The only person she didn't help was herself. I am begging and pleading to anyone that suffers from depression: Please take mental helath disease as serious and you would diabetes, aids, etc., and seek help! As I have experieced, mental health can be a fatal disease, if left untreated! Sometimes, people get so low, they fail to realize how fallen they are. Please do the work so no other family has to endure what we have. This last time felt like I got hit by a freight train and ran over twice. This experience has changed who we all are. Suicidal beleive that their family will "get over it". NO WE WON'T! What makes me feel worse is the relief that I feel that there won't be a 6th time. just remember to imagine all of the possibilties that are ahead and please love your light! There are many around you that do! |
| Date | 2008-12-09 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Daughter - 9-27-2008 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | I can't really talk about today Thanks for the site |
| Date | 2008-12-06 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Son Chris 9/11/08 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | Yes |
| Message | My 41 year old son took his life by putting a gun in his mouth and pulling the trigger. He is survived by his widowed mother, his loving sister, his 12 year-old daughter, and his ex-wife, who had had made his life absolutely miserable. He was a victim of this current terrible economy. Had lost his job -- but was trying to establish a new company in order to earn a living. However, his ex-wife continually hounded him for more money -- which he was unable to supply. I think he finally gave up. Just could not satisfy the ex-wife and lost his will to fight any longer. Figured everyone would be better off without him. So very wrong & so very sad. |
| Date | 2008-12-04 |
| Location | |
| Survivor? Loss and date | Son on 10/24/08 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | Yes |
| Message | We lost our only son on October of this year, the pain has been unbearable. I have such a difficult time trying to remember the good times, it seems the hard times we had are always on my mind. I never understood the impact the bi-polar disease had on my son. I thought our love and support would have helped him overcome some of his problems. The last several months Nick seemed ok a little quite, but he went to work every day and was proud of the work he was doing. Now looking back I regret that I thought he had found a way to cope with his life, and wonder if he had made up his mind that the next time life became unbearable he would just end it. I will never know the answer to that or what drove him to that point. I pray that we will meet again and pick up where we left off. |
| Date | 2008-12-01 |
| Location | |
| Survivor? Loss and date | Son-December 2005 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | It has been almost three years and the pain still remains.I have decided to go on with my life,but some times it is so hard because of this I think often of my son and miss him so much.I know I am not the only one that has to endure this type of pain,it is hard during holidays and his birthday.I am determined to go on with life with a true since of happiness,and to help people in the future,at this time though I am still healing and knowing that the pain of this will never truly disapear and that this is some thing I am going to have to live with and accept for the rest of my life.Am I happy yes,am I sad yes.Will I live,yes.I realize that I am healing,because after this had happened I did not want to live,but now I do and I want to live with a smile on my face.I can do that knowing that I may not be able to bring him back but in the future I may be able to help others..........God be with all of you that have lost loved ones,expecally those that have lost a child. |
| Date | 2008-11-23 |
| Location | |
| Survivor? Loss and date | soulmate Dan 4-19-2008 |
| Message | I am grateful for all of the writings because there are so many similarities and I don't feel so alone. In my real world people expected me to get over it by now; his family told me to get on with my life 17 hrs after I found out that Dan was gone. No one understands the lonliness, how the estrangement from his family and friends has set my healing back. I hate reliving each day that week, and I can't listen to his music. Good memories are the most painful. The intense pain is unwelcome and I fight it daily. I miss hearing his voice on the phone greeting me with a "well hello, beautiful!" I trusted him and he left me when we were just so grateful for time together. So how can that be? At least I live day-to-day knowing that we loved each other and I've learned that sometimes love is not enough when your loved one is suffering. Dan, in answer to your question that week...I never stopped loving you, but you knew that. It was easier to argue so you could leave. I get that now. I will see you again and next time there will be no goodbyes. Just one great big hug, a "well hello, beautiful!" and endless days in sunshine. No more rough nights and sad days. I love you Dan. Always have, always will. But...you knew that. -Diane |
| Date | 2008-11-23 |
| Location | |
| Survivor? Loss and date | Brother Glen/ Jan 25th 2007 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | Yes |
| Message | Today is my brother Glens birthday. He would have been 46 years old. He loved birthdays and to celebrate them. He was the big party planner for our family. My kids friends were always so envious of them because he would always plan such outrageously fun stuuf.Yesterday I attended the the AFSP national day of rememberance for suicide survivors. I am so glad and thankful I attended. I met and really connected with other survivors. I believe that was my brothers gift to me on his birthday wkend. I was reluctant to go because I attended by myself. But some how I was able to muster up enough courage to overcome the anxiety. I encourage all survivors to do the same. We all need to reach out to one another so we can lean on each other to walk this painful journey. Peace , Hope, Prayers to all survivors and to the loved ones we have lost |
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