| Message | Dear Brice! My heart is burning and I feel angry and a big sadness in me. I live in Switzerland, where gays can live (more ore less) free. I am 30 years old, I am gay and a christian. I beleave in god. He made me and he loves me. When god don't accept my homosexuality, why does he help me everyday solving my problems, even when I begin to stumble. What I feel is pure love. First I tried to go the same way as you now, and I nearly killed myself!! I live now together with my boyfriend for 5 years and we are going to marry this year and I am very happy. In the bible you can read: Love your neighbor as you love yourself. I think, conservative christians don't act in Jesus' will when they try to change somebody in the aggressive way they do. They don't act in love. You are not sick. You are godmade. You are unique, god's plan. PLEASE!!!! listen to your heart and only to your heart, not to your head. My mummy told me this and she was allway right! Ask yourself: am I really happy with a woman. Do I really want to give up my identity for other people when they want to change me. What am I after I change my mind? A new human ore a puppet? I wish you good luck in your future live and god bless you. Please trust in yourself! You have so many friends over the world. And you have a boyfriend who really loves you!! He fight for you and dont want to change you. Does this not proof his real love? Greeting from switzerland and sorry for my bad english. I pray for you. Manuel |