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Private Message added 2010-11-16 |
| Date | 2010-10-15 |
| Message | I have read much of your profile with great compassion. I am 18 and just diagnosed with SM and am beginning what seems to be a long and scary road to treatment. They don't want to operate due to my age, so I guess I will be trying some non-surgical treatments and if that does not work, I will still have surgery. I feel this is terribly unfair, especially for someone who should have their whole life ahead of them, and no one seems to understand my position. I have not even started treatment and I am already losing hope overall, which is very unusual for some one as optimistic as myself. Any advise or wisdom would be so greatly appreciated. I have never had stability in my life, and this is just another and significant obstacle in my path, and I push through every day with no light at the end of the tunnel. I don't think I could do years, or even a lifetime of this, and I would love some one with experience and guidance to possibly help. I do not believe I have ever experienced true fear before this moment, and it is a feeling that I want out of my life, but it is an inevitable fear,and that is what makes is so fearful. |