Message | Dear Orna,
We've met in January at the School for Shamanism where you were teaching. It's now two weeks ago and I feel like a waterturtle in a jacuzzi, it's a big turmoil. I don't know what you have done, but it's still working. It's like an emotional roller coaster. At first I wasn't able to feel that you gave me a present, because I felt so shit, alone, insecure, angry, guilty, etc. But I kept hearing your voice saying believe, have faith, it's gonna be very hard, but you will only feel so much better afterwards. And most of all: don't analyse or feel a victim. And now finally since yesterday, when the dikes broke, I am crying my eyes out and it's a relieve. It helped a lot to lay down on my couch and listen to your beautiful cd. It gives me energy, a warm heart and a deep connection with God, the Spirits and Mother Earth. That Saturday night when you took away the entity, I was lying in my bed and felt afraid to go to sleep, afraid that it might return. I asked my spirits to watch over me and after a while I felt your presence and that of a close friend of mine and peace was in my mind. I do have some questions. What can I do to protect myself from these kind of energies and how can I fill the empty space where this entity used to live? I now send light and love to that place, is that enough? You thought the entity came in when I used drugs, these drugs were marihuana joints, which I got on medical perscription from my doctor. It was not on a daily basis and in a very small dosis. Was that harmful? Or is possible that this entity came from someone who I helped to cross over?
Dear woman, thank you for touching me, my heart is healing, my voice is mine again. Thank you for your voice, the voice that touched my inner snares, may your vibration give light to all beings.
Love Alies Schuurmans |