| Message | Jai and Jody B. whats up how are you ? I need your help , what advice can you give me I am in a relationship with someone and I feel like he is washin away my happiness ,I have nothing but bad things happen to me with him ,I dont like coming home at nite I find myself staying at work longer just so I wont have to see him ,we are not married but if this is how being married feels I cant do this , its almost like he is my own personal bad luck charm , he is just not the bright light in my life everything turns into a fight and i am only happy when he is not with me , but for some reason i feel trapped with him i dream about being with someone that makes me happy but then i go back home to him and that hell hole we call home .I feel lost and i didnt know where else to turn , am i crazy or what ? what do you do when you hate the person you share ya bed with , O dont wont him to touch me so some nites I sleep in the extra bedroom , i sleep better when I make myself forget that he is their next to me , I love his family but i can keep being here with him because in makes me depressed to be in the house with him and he's got me trippin i am not myself anymore , I find myself looking for someone to kick it with so he can find out and leave my house whatever it takes, my ex-boyfriend takes care of my womanly needs because i cant allow myself to want him in that way anymore , he knows me and he gotta know that I am gettin it from someone else , why wont he just leave. |