| Message | There is so much uncertainty surrounding myself and my family. The home that i have lived in for the last 1 1/2 years(and where i am utterly at peace) has been sold by the landlord. I don't know where to go or where to turn. I have to move, the kids already have their own bedrooms at (my mom's) the farm where i grew up. I don't know where i fit in? I don't feel like i even belong here anymore. I want to be a family again, in our own home. If i move to the town where the kids go to school, i will have to quit my job, as it is out of county. I can't afford to just quit. I have bills, many of them medical, on the kids. I have taken out consolidation loans to pay the medical bills off, then down, then off again. My ex-husband won't help with anything! He says that child support is ALL he is obligated to pay, but he is even close to $20,000 behind on that! I just don't know where i need to look for the answers i seek. I'm an empath & an intuitive person, but for the life of me, i can not help myself. I have been divorced since 2000 and just turned 43. My youngest child will graduate in 2014. He wants me to wait to find love until then. But, why must i put my life on hold? My exhusband didn't even wait until we were separated to begin dating. I have suffered so much in my life, physical/emotional/mental abuse, sexual harrassment, men who have accosted me for NO reason! I just want to know how i can make a better life for myself and my kids. I love them so much. Thank You so much |