| Message | There have been such unfortunate things that have happened to me over a span of 20 plus years now and counting. My first relationship I thought would be my only, but turned out to be abusive and lasted 7 years. Second: I thought I found the love of my life, but once again I saw the patterns and the abuse and the females who wanted him and would tell him things, which he would believe. Anyways, it just turned out worst than the first, now here i am still embarrass to go out and have fun....something died in me. I know I still love him in my heart, he was my husband and i really thought I would grow old with him. I am not the one to have sex with a lot of men to see who might be the right one. I tend to feel this connection between us and I go with my heart, with those two relationships, there were always people fight against us being together. Now I am just scared of meeting someone and having my family meet him...i feel they will do whatever it takes to destroy my happiness. Besides being embarrass from how my ex husband treated me and our children, I don't want my family to interfere. I feel strongly I have the worst luck for so many years, that it's killing my hopes, well up until tonight. I got a mini reading from Rae and he was wonderful. I was happy to know that I won't live and die lonely. That there is real love coming towards me soon...I just have to keep protecting myself against evil doers towards me in prayer. Please pray for me and for my children...i have 4. Ty.. |