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NameMyrna Taylor
Date2008-05-06
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Survivor? Loss and date12/24/97
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MessageEven after all these years is still feels like yesterday. I just kinda slipped it aside and never really dealt with everything. Went into a deep depression n stopped doing everything for almost year. Sat at my kithchen table n crocheted or did bead work daily...hubby did everything else. Finally forced myself to get up n move. Son left 4 beautiful daughters ( wife pregnant at time but didnt know it yet). He was born on xmas day in '66; excelled in school, was active in FFA and 4H. Scored in top 3% in asvab tests, could have done or been anything he wanted. He chose to be a chef and was very good at it. I blamed self, and still do for some things, and my other son (for just few secs). Last words he said to son who would not go to motel n pick him up were "tell my girls I love them and will see you in heaven". Am just now starting to get involved with support groups myself to deal with this n son still hasnt.


Namenotsurewhattofeel
Date2008-05-01
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Survivor? Loss and date12/19/2007
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MessageMy son committed suicide on the night of his birthday. He was born on the 18th, my husband found him the next morning. He had hung him self in our basement. On December 28, my husband's cousin did the same thing. I not sure how I feel, somedays I am just blue. My husband goes to a support group, but it's hard for me to talk around him without him jumping into the conversation. What's that song, I Want to Talk About Me. I know he's just as grief stricken as I am, but I just want to talk and try to understand how I feel. I have never been in support group. I always felt I could handle things myself. I try to keep things private. Today, I am not so sure.


Namewalter
Date2008-04-28
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Messagei am not a survivor i just want to die .i feel left behind sense mt wife died of cf...


NameJulie Heyrman-Compernolle M.D.
Date2008-04-27
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MessageA friend informed me of this site. I am grateful for your help in providing a resource I can direct friends and patients to for additional support.
Medically as a Family Physician I usually can listen and direct to grief counseling for additional help. Your site is a wonderful resource for all survivors.

Thank you.
Julie


NamePamela Fitzpatrick
Date2008-04-23
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Survivor? Loss and datemy son 08-02-06
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MessageIt will soon be two years since Josh comleted his suicide. This second year has been worse for me than the first one. I think that is because during the first year I basically was in shock or something. Like others I miss my son so much. I have started attending a support group and it really helps. I just found this site today and it has alot more info than some of the others I have been on. I love the info on how to deal with holidays. I have a double whammy that time of year. Josh's birthdate is Christmas eve. I put on a mask because I do not want to ruin Christmas for my 16 year old she has suffered enough. I am thankful that this site and others like it are here.


NameTerry McInnis
Date2008-04-22
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Survivor? Loss and datemy husband, April 11, 2004
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MessageI have never done this, I mean joined an online group for survivors of suicide. I am finding it hard to move on still after 4 years. :( I have 3 kids who I have been taking care of and helping through this whole ordeal, so now that they seem to be doing better its time to help me.


NameCraig Hart
Date2008-04-19
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Survivor? Loss and date2-2008
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MessageI hit the wall after two months of "doing the guy thing", meaning plow forward as fast and hard as possible. I am now in a suicide support group here in Petoskey, MI, and getting some one on one counseling. My grief is all consuming, but I hope through prayers, care and counseling I will make it through it. Thank you for this outlet.

Craig


Namebrendan ahern
Date2008-04-15
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Survivor? Loss and dateyes/daughter stacey /march 20th 2008
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Messagei feel so bad its good to know you are there


Nameveronica
Date2008-04-12
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Survivor? Loss and dateveronica ,veronica 03-06-05
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MessageLouise I lost my girlfriend Veronica, she took her life away in front of me,I had attended 3 of your meetings and I was woundering if you still do it because I still need help, at times I still feel suicidale and I feel like I can't handle this pain that will not go away,lately I been feeling very depress, I don't want to get up or go to work,and I can't afford to loose my job again because of the same reason, I lost 3 dental assistant jobs because I can't concentrate or miss work,I was drinking alot and for the same reason I stop drinking and now I keep all my feelings inside and I feel that it is eating me up inside because it is very hard for me to cry and when I drink it is so much easier to let it come out. I am so tiered of this feelings, at times I still get angry at her for killing her self,also at god and that angers me more because I cannot understand how I can have does ugly feelings towards him(god). Also it is not fare for my family,friends,her family,and my serf.I get depress just thinking that god does not forgive does that take there on life away and that is very hard for me to cope with,how can I get him to forgive her,so she can rest in peace,her sister and I started talking after almost 3 years of her death because they thought I had killed her,and theres times that we fight real ugly,she gets alot of anger, and tells me alot of ugly things,but I try to put my self in her shoes and I understand her anger towards me,but just like I need her she needs me.


NameStephen Willson
Date2008-04-11
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Survivor? Loss and dateAllison Miraglia-Willson Wife, 12/20/07
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MessageThank you for thr info. We have a new support group in Jupiter, FL that has been very helpful.

Steve Willson


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