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| Name | Zeppelin |
| Date | 05-18-12 |
| Location |  |
| Breed | mix:German/Australian Shepherd |
| State | Indiana then Michigan |
| Type of Cancer | Acute Lymphoblastic Lymphoma |
| Message | He Was My Best friend, only friend really. We went through a lot together. I tried to save him as a puppy from the HUmane society, brought him into an abusive relationship, he moved at least 12 times in the 7-8 yrs he lived. He saved my life twice. I got him chemo and I had him for about a year longer than I would've if I hadn;t. I;m so glad I did. That year was maybe one of the best. I lost him just over a week ago...and I'm struggling. I'm a nursing student, and it's like he hung on until I finished and then went...he waas tired, he had hung on for a long time for me. I pray he never hurt, was scared, in pain, or felt alone...I was there with him as he died, it was completely unexpected. He had gotten sick like that before and recovered. I blame myself for him being gone, but then feel selfish cuz maybe that's what he wanted? I just miss and love him so much, he was my world and now it's broken. He was so good, and never stopped protecting me after we got out of the abusive relationship, whereever we went, he was my angel. My heart is empty without him. And although I've compsed myself for school purposes, I break out crying every morning becuz he's not here to say Good Morning...I loved hugging his big bear neck, he loved fetch, the lake, shredding sticks, and good people. He was such a good boy, and I will never find another dog with a better personality than him. He was goofy, like me. We were 3 peas in a pod, me him and the cat. It feels like a huge part of me is gone<3 |