| Message | Im just totally destroyed, today ive recived the biopsy results,and just know that ill have to decide his end in the future, it just kills me, he been sick when he was a puppy, he jumped from the roof of a third floor with just a broken leg, he is a fighter, never complaining about pain... he is always happy, even when he is going to the vet, or reciving an injection, or when the vet removed the stitches... he is always moving his tail, happy, happy to recive love, happy to be with humans, i have him since he has 20 days, and he slept with me, holding me, giving warmt, since i have him... never barked or tryed to attack people or other dogs, its the most gently and friendly spirit ive ever meet, its my son, my friend, my everything, he licks my tears when im crying, he gives me his hand (literally) or put his paw on my shoulder, like telling me im with u. we had a lot of adventures toguether, in and outside the country. far from be a pet, he is a part of my family n life. and i cant express just in words the horrible pain that im feeling now, im totally broken. i just can take strenght from the love that he gives me, everyday, from his contantly hapyness, for all that we mean to each other. Sirius Black, you are a light in my life, and that light will shine forever. And when ill have to let you go, my angel, ill just hold you in my arms, ans say to you "ill meet with you soon baby, ill be forever with you soon". My best wishes and hopes for all the angels with cancer. |