| Message | I onced left the organized church for the reasons of seeing sunday after sunday a body of christ being ill feed and miss lead to starvation position was more important then hearing God i eventually left and began home church with two families we went to meetings out clemson carolina to learn more about home church it was good for the first time i felt GOD leadership because there was no man or woman leading in his own agenda we were all brothers and sisiters in christ equal to everyone thanks to the spirit of God. one day though i began to feel ueasy about the two men in our group and i had a word for them i told them satan wants too see you on two seperate parts o fthe earth i being tthe youngest of the three men felt weird to warn them of their realationship but it came out into the open several months later that one brother was sleepin with thre others wife and even got his wife pregnant my brother was devestated and cried and weeped for months he tried to fix his marriage and even tried to fix his realationship with the offending brother to no avail this threw a big curve into or home cchurch and it did not survive all of our marriages took a blow from this we moved to fl and then i got divorced i have not had fellowship with God or a brother ever since then all of it is my fault i am heart broken and have lost my fire for God i have no identity with out Christ please pray for me thank you |
