| Date | 2007-11-08 |
| Message | Hi God! I'm talking to you now, since my sister Teresa does not wan't to listen to me anymore with my pathetic obssessive "callings" to YOU _ MY FATHER! (hehe) ... I have always been very abusive towards my sisters, calling them names, and manipulating them towards one another, and I never knew this would be the "end" of all my charade - I did never knew that Teresa would be such a justifiable human being, torturing me of my 'revelations', such as "the very envious sister" I have always been, and have become! I couldn't appreciate 'anything' she does, My Lord, because "ly heart" is so full of envy and hate, I could even use the presence and individualities of my own "parents" and member of the family, hasta na ang akong mga "cousins" ako na giapil! Wa ko mauwaw sa akong mga buhat, and, I even considered telling Teresa that she should be the one wearing the 'typical american paper bag' over my OLD FASHIONED minnesota head! |
| Date | 2007-11-07 |
| Message | there are so much to be thankful for. a husband whom I embarass and call to the senate that he tried to kill me but has always been there for me. take care of me and all my needs and wants. thank you that I have a roof over my head. thank you for the beautiful sunshine that shines to everyone, that gives us hope everyday to live life and start over, everytime we fall. |
| Date | 2007-11-07 |
| Message | FATHER.. I am terribly sorry for all the pride that I have spoken here. I havent even reached to the top and I am sliding down hill going 100 miles an hour. I know lord that pride comes before fall. I am terribly soory for being proud. Things that shld not be in this guestbook to destroy someone else life. My ssiter neve rsaid I was a beggar it was a figure of speech and I took it the wrong way bec. I cant comprehend right bec. of my condition. So father thank you for healing me, amen. |
| Date | 2007-11-07 |
| Message | my sister nancy aberilla is not shaken by all these devious attacks fROm the devil. she knows that the devil is defeated. I am so sorry for all these garbage in this guestbook that I am walking around with a brown paper bag over my silly head. I will be walking like this for the rest of my life. FATHER FORGIVE ME. |
| Date | 2007-11-07 |
| Message | WHAT CLD POSSIBLY BE THE ENVY WITH ABUSIVE AND VIOLENT BEHAVIORS. there is no envy here it is MADNESS. people like these shld never have children. bad genes. |
| Date | 2007-11-07 |
| Message | there is no war. its all in my head. Maybe I will find a solution for myself then the world will be a better place. when I have something good to say about myself especially. MAYBE I SHOULD GET A JOB. WHILE EVERYONE IS OUT WORKING IM HERE CAUSING TROUBLE. IM SORRY. |
| Date | 2007-11-07 |
| Message | its okay someday ill learn the things that I have said are violent and abusive. My parents are praying everyday for me that I will someday be healed form this sickness. forgive me oh lord, for I know not what I do. |
| Date | 2007-11-07 |
| Message | AS PATHETIC AS I AM _ I AM STILL CVONVINCED _ THAT _ AFTER I HAVE CALLED MY OWN SISTER A BEGGAR I STILL HAVE THE CHANCE TO FORGIVENES... AND THAT ... I THINK I HAVE THE RIGHT TO TALK ABOUT FORGIVENESS COZ IM SUCH A HYPOCRITE I THINK I CAN JUST SAY EVERYTHING I WANTED IN THE PAST AND FORGIVE MYSELF OF DOING ...NOW ITS ALL OVER BETWEEN MY SISTER AND ME _ BECAUSE I THINK IT IS SO IN THE END. I REALLY DONT THINK IM A HYPOCRITE AT ALL _ I JUST NEEDED TO CALL HER A BEGGAR BECAUSE SHE IS AN ARTIST AND ARTISTS BEFORE USED TO BUY PAINTS AND CANVASSES FROM MR. VAN GOGH WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING WHAT WORTH THEY REALLY HAVE. WHAT DO I KNOW OF ARTISTS TODAY AND WHAT DO I KNOW OF VALUES...I HAD 70 FOR MY MATHEMATICS...AND I THINK EXACTLY LIKE THIS LEPERCHAUN SITTING NEXT TO GOD THINKING HIS BRAINS WAS MINE...BUT ACTUALLY HE JUST MADE ME BELIEVE I WAS PRETTY INTELLIGENT _ JUST BECAUSE I TALK SO QUICK I CANT EVEN HEAR MYSELF SOMETIMES ANYMORE ... I ALWAYS THINK THAT OTHER STUDENTS WHO LISTEN CAREFULLY TO THE TEACHER AND PLACES THEIR TONGUE TO THE RIGHT SYLLABLES AND INTONATIONS THINK LIKE ME ___ I SPEED OF WORDS AND A BRAIN SO EMPTY. ( BECAUSE I CANT THINK WHEN I SPEAK QUICKLY ... BOTH HAVE THEIR FUNCTION ... BUT I REALLY AM A MORON ...YOU KNOW ) I DONT EVEN WASH MYSELF!!! BUT I KNOW HOW TO WEAR A ZEBRA T _ SHIRT THINKING MY TEACHER IS IMPRESSED WITH MY ATTIRE _ TIGHT BLACK JEANS AND A ZEBRAPAD OF A T SHIRT! LOL ... I HAVE TASTE... |
| Date | 2007-11-07 |
| Message | I CANT SING. IM DUMB. I LOOK LIKE A KINGKING BAYE. NGA MAG UDLOT UDLOT... MY PLACE IS CCF LINAO OR CHRISTIAN CHILDRENS FUND BECAUSE I COULDNT GO TO SCHOOL WITHOUT THEIR HELP SINCE THEY _ THE AMERICANS _ WANTED TO KEEP ME POOR _ THEY ALWAYS WANTED US TO EAT A MEAGER INCOME RICE AND SALTED FISH _ SINCE THEY CREATED US A REPUBLICAN DEMOCRATIC RULE _ WE NEEDED TO TACKLE EVERYDAY _ SINCE OUR CONSTITUTION _ KEEPS THE SOCIETY DUMB ALL OUR LIFE LONG...WE NEEDED TO BE CRUCIFIED KNEELING BEFORE STONES AND CROSSES _ THINKING LIKE A MANGMANG FOREVER!!! THEN THEY _ THE AMERICANS _ WILL PRETENT TO GIVE US OUR SO CALLED EDUCATION SO THAT ALL DOCTORS AND NURSES OF DIFFERENT KINDS OF COLORS MAY SERVE THE WHITE POPULACE FOREVER. I DONT REALLY KNOW WHERE I HAVE PUT MY BRAINS.... BUT I THINK I KNOW EVERYTHING. THEREFORE , I HAVE THE RIGHT TO CALL MY OWN SISTER _ WHO WAS A TOPNOTCH _ LIKE MY OTHER SISTERS _ BEGGAR . CRAZY . AND KNOW NAFEN... WHAT DO YOU THINK... PEOPLE!!! DO I WIN THE FAME CONTEST? |