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Hi, I lost my son just a little over a year ago, and the pain that i go thru everyday feels as if it's killing me slowly. My son was my life and now he's gone, he was only 15. How do i live the rest of this life w/out my life? The pain and guilt, the roller coaster ride of hell, the nightmare, I can't deal with. I just want my baby back.
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Name
jerry ivn
Date
2009-02-19
Location
Survivor? Loss and date
november 16th 2008
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my son james was 37 years old with a 4 year girl and a 10 year boy going through a divorce along with his mother having terminal cancer he never once gave an indication he would take his life. outwordly he was going on with his life and never asked for help he had plans for his future he never once came to me for guidence or help. james started to drink sociably 6-8 months after 10 years of never touching alcohol. his wife never let us know how srious the situation had become it was not phiscal but had become verbal and she walked out on him now finding out that james needed counseling and to be on meds i belive that if one partner is phisiacly sick or mentaly sick that you do not walk out and leave that person to deal with there problems alone we have an obligation to try and help that person,love is a powerful healing power and i was never given that chance to help my son james i will never know james mental state or his feelings and WHY he shot himself and i will never be able to forgive his wife erin or myself for something we could have done to change this outcome its to late for me but never let a small word or hint stop you from an intervention if you feel someting seems different we all reach out in small ways how trival they may seem LOVE and forgiveness is the most important words in the english language thank you for listning jery ivin
Name
peggy morgan
Date
2009-02-14
Location
Survivor? Loss and date
son, feb2,2008
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I just hurt.
Name
Gail Vitucci
Date
2009-01-31
Location
Survivor? Loss and date
Brother Glen/Jan 25th 07
Message
Today has been a tough day for me. I just received an email from a close friend of Glens who moved out of town about 10 years ago. They are wondering how to get in touch with him. They have no idea what happened to him and that he is no longer alive. When I opened the email and the first thing they asked for was Glen my whole body began trembling on the inside, and the intense pain of the night we heard the tragic news came flooding back to me. I felt like I was hearing the news for the first time. I knew there would come a time when I heard from these friends of his. I am so dreading telling them that he has died. Not sure if I am even going to disclose the circumstances. Telling someone that doesnt know has touched a place of raw heartbreak, and pain. WHY DO THESE THINGS HAPPEN ? MY HEART IS BROKEN AND I WILL ALWAYS FEEL LIKE A PART OF ME IS MISSING WITHOUT HIM.
GAIL
Name
kate varner
Date
2009-01-27
Location
Survivor? Loss and date
ex-husband
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I lost my ex-husband twice I can't hardley believe it. It all started in 1996 and then he killed himself. No one knows what it is like unless you loss someone two times. People should leave married people alone, untill they are divorced. I am just sick and keep wondering why someone that loved you so much could do this to them self???????? Something was wrong but only the person reading the suside note knows. Just what could of been so wrong??????????
Name
Gail Vitucci
Date
2009-01-23
Location
Survivor? Loss and date
Brother Glen/Jan 25th 2007
Message
This Sunday will be the 2nd anniversary of my beloved brother Glens suicide. Dont know why an approaching date can bring such vivid memories of that tragic night ? All the disbelief and the shock of it all is just right under the surface and it has come flooding back. I still feel like my life has come to a stand still at that moment in time that we received the call. It doesnt seem REAL ! I STILL FEEL LIKE SOMEONE HAS PLAYED A CRUEL JOKE ON ME AND MY BROTHER WILL COME BACK AND WALK THRU MY DOOR ONE DAY SOON! I have been trying hard to get on with my life and I have made some progress but still have a long way to go. My hope is to one day just remember the happy times we shared together and not associate his memory with the manner of his death. NOT SURE IF THAT IS AT ALL POSSIBLE ! I pray this it is possible for me and for all survivors. Please keep my brother and me in your thoughts and prayers this weekend ?