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| Date | 2007-05-30 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Brother - Bobby Galen May 29, 2006 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | I find my brother exactly one year ago today with a gunshot to the heart indicating how much his heart was aching. |
| Date | 2007-04-28 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | My only son Christopher James Jan 11 2006 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | My son Christopher James committed suicide January 11th 2006. His ex wife kept his beautiful little girl from him and he tried to get help from the courts but they did not help him at all so he laid on some railroad tracks. |
| Date | 2007-04-19 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Husband of 14 years 11/1/2006 |
| Interested in our SR2H Survivors Newsletter? | yes |
| Message | someone please help me............ |
Private Message added 2007-04-17 |
Private Message added 2007-04-12 |
Private Message added 2007-04-05 |
Private Message added 2007-04-05 |
| Date | 2007-03-30 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | significant other(girlfriend) March 06,2005 |
| Message | I lost my girlfriend, she shoot her self in the temple, brain,infront of me I tryed to do cpr on her, tried to get the ambulance to give her help but she did not make it,they say she did not suffer alot but how can someone say that if they did not go throuht it themselves. I was taken in to get question and pictures and then the detective came in and told me "you know she did not make it, she was deceased," that was the 1st time I heard that word,I felt like if I was in a tunnel,felt that somehow she was holding me down so I would not go crazy, angry at the world,god, at the fact that I was in jail, and taken it out on the cops,and made things worst for me.It has been 2 years 22 days and writting this makes my body go through different emotions,a rush all over my body a knot in my troat, a deep sadness and it feels like day one. She was special ,just like all the good people that die,only god knows the purpose of her coming into my life for only 8 months and leaving us like this.Her family,friends, my self,my neighbor,my ex girlfriend.This completely changed our lives, left us with a horrible nightmare where we will never be able to wake up from it only because it is reality.I feel guilt ,why could I not stop her from shooting her self, it was my gun, that picture of how she did it,the sound,the smell, how she fell,how fast it happened,the blood,the hole in her right temple,the ditective doing there job, finger printing me with the powder,one day we will see each other.loveu |
| Date | 2007-03-28 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Shawn Green 6-2-06 |
| Message | I lost my husband and the father to my son almost 10 monthes ago now. I now struggle every day to press on and live with the guilt that I somehow should have been able to stop it. Every time I see my sons glowing face or celebrate a milestone in his life I feel the guilt that he should be here to see these things and because he's not I feel that I dont deserve to be here for these things either. I go on only for my son because before him Shawn was my life, now Payton(my son)takes that role.I live every moment of every day only in hopes that my son will be as great of a man as his daddy was and promise to make sure he as well as his brother and two sisters know exactly how great he was. |
| Date | 2007-03-22 |
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| Survivor? Loss and date | Brother-Shawn l. Green 6-2-2006 |
| Message | I too share your greif. It has been 9 mon. and 20 days since I lost my brother and it is so hard. I hurt so much for my mother and his wife and beautiful kids he left behind. I miss him so much that it is unbearable. I want to pick up the phone and call, but I know he won't be there.I just try to keep breathing and remember all the good times, but it's hard when my mind can't get past us taking him off the respirator.I try to understand why he shot his self and I'm not mad at him,I could never stay mad with him,but I don't know how to stop all the guilt and hurt.He is a wonderful brother and father and we all know how much he loved us there is no question about that, but knowing we have to spend the rest of our lives without him is almost impossible.I can't breathe sometimes and I just want him back, but I know that cannot be.Shawn was in a car acc. in 1999 and suffered major trauma to his brain and although you couldn't look at himand tell anything was wrong, he had major headaches,memory problems, and just couldn,t get back to his self and didn't want to struggle through it any more so there fore as I SAID, i understand why to a point, but it doesn't make the hurt any less. I have to keep moving on though for my son, family, and his kids so that when they ask I can tell them all about the wonderful son,brother,nephew,father,uncle,cousin, and friend that he is.I speak as though he is still here, but that is how I deal. Like a card my friend gave me say's,"He Is Only Away". |
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