| Message | Hi stickgirl,
This is my first time here. Came from kennysia's blog. Enjoyed your blog very much. Reminds me of Chibi Maruko. Cheered me up today. My first smile after 1 week of sadness & tears. 9 weeks of fear. I've just lost my 2nd unborn infant 2 days ago.
Keep up the good work.
ps: I'm trying to grieve by letting out my feelings finally by writing. I hope it will help. I didn't write when I had my 1st miscarriage in January 2007 as I didn't want to recall the sadness again and I was looking forward to my next pregnancy asap. Thus, by end of March 2007, we are so happy that we were pregnanct again. It hurt so bad this time (feels like being stab repeatedly into me heart) I need to do something before I go into depression as I have to take a longer time to recover as 2 mscarriages in 5 months is just too much for my body to go through. We really hope to recover from this trauma & will successfully have a child of our own in the very near future.
pps: sorry for the messy thoughts all over. Can't think straight yet... Just want to write... |