| Message | God has helped me quit a variety of immoral addictions. He has made all sorts of wonderful changes in my heart. He has blessed me in numerous ways. I read the Bible, volunteer regularly, and am actively involved in my church. I'm just baffled as to why He won't take care of at least one of the two things I want taken care of more than everything else combined.
I was violated years ago and lost a part of my body. I know He can restore it, and I beg Him to, but He hasn't yet. I ask Him to take away the rage and pain the loss causes me, to give me peace about it, but He hasn't yet. It plagues me like a parasite, hindering my spiritual growth. I've tried so hard to just forget about it, but I can't ignore it. I've spoken with several spiritual advisors across the US, and none of them could tell me how to accomplish either goal. I don't know how to deal with it, and I don't know why God won't.
Please pray that God restores me, gives me peace, or guides me to whatever I need to take care of it myself. |