| Message | Oh my DearesT GOD...
I just saw The weBsiTe... The PictuRes yOU puT, are reaLLy gIviNg me The chiLLS...coz you know whaT?... I've beeN THRU IT BEFORE!!!
Oh My GOd, I am CryIng riTe Now.
Kembarku laki-laki dua-duanya. Sebenarnya tidak ada masalah, mereka lahir di usia kehamilan 38 minggu. Tapi si adik yang berat badannya kecil (2.1 kgs, compare to big bro who is 2.5kgs), started to having problem after the 1st hour of his birth...
When he was in the incubator, blood came out from nose and ear...while big bro just doing fine.
The next day, the hospital sent my little twin to the Harapan Kita cardiovasicular hospital...after 2 weeks of observations (he was equipped with those horryfying medical equipments, just like baby hadi...I cried everytime I saw him)~ they said my baby was suffering PDA (patent ductus arteorus)... they ran an operation, alhamdulillah doing well after that...but had to stayed in the hospital for another a week...so, its total 3 weeks full of dramatic moments...
I was very stressful, coz...well, youknow how it felt. The big bro was at home, with my mum.. while I had to accompany my little twin.
Maybe I wasnt that strong enough like you ya? in the pict, you seem tough... I was lame, i was very weak, always crying... fam and friends said,it was not good for the little twin psychology. He was sick, and he needed me to be strong to accompany him. Well, i tried my best not to cry infront of him, but was too hard...
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