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| Name | Anthony (Tony) Mack, age 21, Sagittarius |
| Date | 2008-11-24 |
| Location |  |
| Message | Evening Lilith, I've reached this point in the great work... in my own personal alchemical process. My map of the universe has evolved so much over the past few years. However, it's gotten to this point where I'm struggling to move forward. Most of my work over the past four years has involved devouring as much occult philosophy as possible; distilling, meticulously separating the subtle from the gross. As for applied magick, however.. though I've gathered quite an extensive library of texts, for example Crowley's Liber ABA (books I-IV), Israel Regardie's Tree of Life, etc, something has held me back.
My understanding of the language of symbols and correspondences has reached more than a sufficient level. Perhaps I'm afraid of failure; because you see, What I'm aiming for is nothing less than a reality-shattering experience.
All of my work I've done on my own. All of what has been attracted into my spiritual life thus far has done so according to nature's whim. She threw me into the abyss and now I have the opportunity to realize something truly divine within myself. I've gotten to the point, however, where I feel I should seek inspiration outside of my own microcosm.
Given your experience with applied Magick, I'd love the opportunity for a dialogue.
Many Infernal Blessings, Tony |